anxiety
anxiety
anxiety
anxiety
anxiety

i can't do it
i ******* can't
i can't do anything
help
i can't breathe
help
why is the room swaying?
help
i don't want to be here
HELP
WHY CAN'T YOU HEAR ME??!?

i'm so
anxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxious
i tried
i really did
i wanted to make it
but i can't
the demons in my head
the demons in my life
they've got a hold of my legs
and dragged me
down
down
down
I'M DROWNING!

no it's not an excuse, a seek for attention
i. am. *******. sick.
you don't know me
you don't know what's best for me
you. are. not. me.
no i don't wanna talk to therapists after therapists
no the meds are useless
you. are. not. helping.
stop forcing me into talking and meeting people
all eyes on me
judging, hating, excluding me
i know it's all in my head
but you know what else is also in my head?
ME.
i'm feeling it all, not you.
and i don't know how to help myself...

anxiety
anxiety
anxiety
anxiety
anxiety
please, *******.