The things I'm supposed to say, I said them. For you to understand is enough for me. my biggest regret is that your regret has to do with me. We are like a long story that wasn't finished. and I'm still wondering and wondering what the happy ending would look like. what can I do now? I just, just miss you so much. Its like waves that keep on slapping me, I'm fine for a while and then suddenly, my heart hurts. All I want is for you to be my man. I just wanna call you and talk about our day. It's not that I'm busy its that I'm scared, do you really think I don't have time? Compared to before, I understand you a lot better now, I grew up and I just want to make your life easier and make you smile. I thought about how I wanted to become your pride, I wanted you to be proud of me. There are just some mistakes that I can't fix and as soon as I think about the past I regret it. You put so much effort into everything for me but me, puffff, I didn't care. All the words that hurt you, I want to take them all back. With you, I was so happy but you said that the more time you spent with me, the sadder you felt. I know this sounds crazy, but I really just want you back in my arms.No matter where you are, as long as you want me back in your life, I'll be there.