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John Destalo
Poems
Feb 2019
theory
I carry him inside of me
the little one lost
he is small
but heavy
like a dark star
like a black hole
broken at birth
born into a broken egg
he has so many deep scars
the kind that never really heal
so even after all these years
they are still tender
to the touch
he never really learned
how to feel
or more accurately
he never really learned
how to make sense
of his feelings
I want to speak his words
express his feelings
he held them in
for so long
he tried to fit in
…sort of
but he was cursed from
the beginning
he was somehow
smart
smart in a way
that made him
see more
hear more
feel more
so much that it
made him cry
so much that
he had to hide
so he didn’t cry
so much
even when he was small
he was larger
than the others
he was larger
in ways that made
him heavy
and no one could
explain him
they didn’t know
the theory that could
explain him
make him feel better
make him make sense
of himself
but I have learned
a theory to explain him
a theory of levels
a theory of sight
a theory of time
but now he is so far away
buried under layers of time
buried under layers of scars
I don’t think he can hear me
if he could maybe
he would lighten my load
Written by
John Destalo
55/M/Harrisburg, PA
(55/M/Harrisburg, PA)
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