I was always told to stay out of my head.

Lately I decay in bed.

Hoping and wishing I gain motivation but everything I say is unheard.

I know one’s love and commitment can turn into something like a sickness and even addictions that I’ve never seen.

What if I told you one of my symptoms was tripping?

A side effect is over reacting on things that are never seemingly that deep.

What if I exposed all my feelings and all of my addictions?

What if the prescription is you?

I’m a custom to being broken and running from things that I know can help me.

Deep down I seek to be pure, whole again.

I often get sad on my own,

So much anger has grown but I’ve shown lately..
that I am ok.

Wishing the small things would go my way.

Hoping the benefits I reap and my efforts one day bear fruit.
And only multiply.

Uncertainty is at an all time high.

Love is at an all time low.
Myself, well I’m just mediocre.
I got as much lucky as a kid at recess trying to find a four leaf clover.

Perhaps I just need closure, from everything I ever would cling to.

Evolving.
However, growing pains are constant.
The roller coaster never ends on this ride.
Choose wisely when purchasing the ticket.

Truly Yours, Seb