never encountered such rare emptiness i carried it on my shoulders and o' it's heavy! 'tis may be the worst of all the existing paradox even words that came from lips of angels couldn't erase unnecessary bad noises sempiternal murmurs from the day behind still fathoms what should i have for day forth i am the epitome of furtive disaster, but poetic inside these walls are colors of the universe peculiar and dazzling but has no beauty and no one has enough valor to come in except those thieves disguised as affection who offers faked elixir in exchange of their fantasy and do trust me when i tell you this: time may rush you, but you can't rush time to heal, to feel, to taste the sweetwater down the mount of false hopes and disgusting fallacies no matter when and how it will be done as long as my presence lives, so as stigma my story shall end without denouement
i am feeling apologetic for everything that relates to my being, including this verse. consider my sincerity.