i don't want to have to ask
but i have to at least try
i'm not sure i can
handle another lie
how many times
how many times
i can't keep wondering
can't keep it inside
when you leave
in the middle of the night
and reappear a couple hours later
and don't tell me why
sometimes i wish you would never come back
but i can't be the one to say bye
i go a little more crazy
when you tell me its all in my mind
are you just gonna sit by
while my faith in you dies
if it really is all in my head
the truth is something only you can provide
i can only assume things
if you continue to hide
don't want to be that kind of person
but you make me so insecure and ready to fight
when you lie to my face
like i can't see what's going on, like i am blind
oh god, don't let it be true
i am scared that it might
tear me apart so if it is
maybe you should just lie