And suddenly as a smack to the face I realised that I don't actually need you to live my life.
That I can survive a broken heart and even the broken trust,I was able to see in the hindsight.
It took about a day to see the reasons,everyone kept showing me for a while.
I won't say you were wrong cause it'll paint me in a wrong color as well and I won't say I was right.
I just wish that I would've gotten a little bit of fight.
A little bit of yearning and efforts from you to make us survive.
To just have it for a moment no matter how small,I just wish for you to come out from the shadows in which you supposedly hide.
But sometimes wishes are just not meant to be answered because we are somehow better off without them to actually learn and move on with a hard learn lesson of the lifetime.