i'll stop being mopey
i don't mean to just blow up
i just think and i think and i think
and i still don't think enough

i'm sorry i got so angry
i didn't mean to take things so far
i just hurt so much
that i forget to do my part

i really don't wanna hurt you
that is never my intention
but i still do it don't i
so am i apologizing for attention

i really don't know
but i really hope not
i genuinely don't like myself right now
and i do want to stop