Sometimes when I look back I realize that those heartbreaks I got were because of the way I was.. Too straightforward Too clingy Too caring Too loving I can remember the discomfort in those eyes when I announced the relation Was I too much to handle? Was it shameful? To have me? I could nt wonder more I can't .. Bringing me back to the present .. The past haunting me .. Telling me my mistakes .. Telling me what I should not do .. Telling me to place my heart in a safe box.. And the one willing to open it will find the key ... But who has ever learned ? Heartbreak after Heartbreak ... Tears after Tears .. What you do learn is how to become more vulnerable .. How someone shows you one act of love and you are yet again on your knees begging for attention... Begging for more ...