I liked you more than most things
More than my friends
More than my piano.
I hated you more than most things
More than judgements
More than a narcissist.
I lusted you more than most things
More than alcohol
More than that other guy.
But you treated me like most things
Like a childhood crush
Like an awkward stranger
And now you blame me
You blame me for our downfall
You blame me
You blame me for it all
Like it was my fault,
none of yours.
Like I was just another fleck of sand
washed up on the shores.
And I liked you more than most things
But none of it ever mattered.
None it sparked a flame in my heart.