Can't you see
I want to scream it at you
All the words are rolling around in my mouth
But I keep swallowing them and it burns
And all i want is you to help me
Because all of this is so maddening
But I can't seem to tell you that I'm losing it
That I need someone to help me, to care
So I just sit here
Pretending that my cuts aren't bleeding
And my mind mind isn't screaming
And that everything is okay
When really everything is wrong
And I am wrong
But to tell you would be inconvenient
Because you are perfect