You truly ruined me.
Not By Your betrayal
Nor By your lies.
You didn’t ruin me by
Insulting me about my problems.
using My Personal struggles
As your personal Weapons to use against me.

You truly ruined me
Not by your lack of commitment.
Your broken promise
Nor by Watching me cry & being ok with it .


You ruined me by giving me false hope of finally living a happy life.
A life without drugs .

Ruined me by telling me you’d help me reach the top & Climb all obstacles.

You ruined me by promising to stay by my side , instead you failed.

You took me out out the dark ,
But you left me in grey.
With no colors to see but the ones of you mistreating me.

I’m saddened.