how do i hurt you
when i can't even look your way
the things you've done are unforgivable
and have filled me with a bitter rage
that i can't explain or act on
because i still care about you despite the pain
you caused and i can't comprehend
how i can see you as the same
person who loved and held me
through the nights and cooed my name
i want to believe he's somewhere inside
of that person who seems to occupy your place
i need you to feel they you made me feel
but my feelings won't seem to change