Is that a future friend i see,
nope i was wrong i just need to get used to being me,
cold and alone and always asking why?,
so much loneliness i just want to die,
i hope me myself and i won't mind,
they were the only friends i could hide behind,
love is just a dream,
its surrounded by its exotic beam,
i am giving up i am finally done,
but only because all i had is finally gone.