lies upon lies
fitted disguise
pretty faces on demand
to entertain you
throughout the night
but you can't see
the destruction
forming in my mind
all this hate brewing
somewhere just
out of sight

still in this moment
i can't just leave
but somehow
the thought
comforts me
i will wait patiently
what else can i do
there are no
solutions i see
so i'll wait
until they present
themselves
hopefully

i'm right here
but i am far far away
in a place
where i don't feel
as controlled
by your hate
where how i feel
is actually the emotion
i display
somewhere mentally
planning my escape