it was nothing
then it all became surreal
you don't love me
or care about how i feel
we talk but that's it
i don't have a place in your life
i call you my friend
but your everything but mine
you tell me i put myself down
way too often
but have you seen the way
you treat me with caution
like your afraid to be near
or hated by association
talking to me
like its your obligation
i don't think you know
the way i see you
you think we are friends
sometimes i do too
then i remember
i've never been a first thought
just second priority
always put off
not your best friend
eventually nothing at all
i keep pushing you away
so i guess its my fault