I'm not heartless or jaded or broken Though I have been rejected a few times before I'm still complex but I'm working on it And all that matters is not what I've done, but what I'm doing to be better than yesterday I'm not exactly where I wish to be just yet I am still sensitive and protective and I admit I have doubts I don't say sorry as much as I should, but I have my way of making ammends I'm not lost or searching or impulsive and weak I'm curious and interested in expanding my horizons My imagination takes me everywhere and sometime I don't want to come back But I still try my best to improve what I do have I do what I can and when I fail it's a lesson If I didn't do my best, I'll take a look at what went wrong I'm a hopeless romantic and a dreamer in the process of making use of my life and all my potential I can be funny, sarcastic and niave all at once But there are times when I'm serious and all I want is respect I earned what I have and threw away many oppurtunities But thats the beauty of life whether I like it or not I forgive easily and remember most things Especially what it feels like to be hurt and left alone I enjoy what life brings me and I've learned that I'm capable I've found my voice and I'm not afraid to be singled out My head holds a crown that might be too heavy But all my burdens are mistakes that paved a path towards my successes I was a girl but now I am a woman And to be honest, I love who I've become Some people like me, some may be critical But the only opinion that matters, is the one in the mirror I like to laugh, I like to share, I like to listen to my friends But most importantly I love to smile, even when it's difficult and everything is falling apart Because in the midst of rainstorm always comes a rainbow Soon after any day now, the sun will shine on my destiny And the puzzle of life will still make no sense at all