I am feeling better at least I think I do
But sometimes I wonder, is it al fake
Did I turn my feelings of pain off again
Will the pain come back when I have time
When there is time to process all of it again
Will there be the same pain again in time
If I did turn it off, why did I turn it off
I hope it isn't turned off, that it's gone
So I can live on with it only as a memory
A memory that feels like a bad dream
Because dreams don't hunt you
Atleas not like memories do

I am feeling better, I am feeling good
At least that's what I have to tell myself