How do you explain thoughts That never come to you? Just floating out in front Fluttering Teasing with those unchained wings Beauty is an ugly thing How do you explain a pain Unexplainable When you cry with a straight face And die with a smile walking in a handstand And loving as the fools do With a hand on your heart While forgetting my own heartbeat Sometimes wishing they'd Cop a feel To remember how to be felt It's almost hard to dream Knowing it will end in reality Cognitive thoughts deceiving Playing me recorded records of Happy Oh how I envy the The which possess the earliest form of bliss Ignorance When love was void of those Nagging thoughts of disappointment Hush child And breathe in Feel your cells with much needed oxygen Holding your gasp Waiting for Hurt's end Corruptive Idiotic Dear child Breathe Pain Just fuel to this steam powered Progression Not dead yet So I have to be getting stronger Building a bridge Soon I'll be over It ~Life~