I know you asked where the door was So I showed you the way out But like I wrote you I was Well I enjoyed in moments The way that you looked in my life I've been sitting in the darkness I've been letting the inches of snow And the way my pillow is starting to lose the smell of you Dismantle me.
I thought and I wish That maybe we could have talked We could have worked it out It seems as though my final words Have brought you at long last To a stone cold silence For, it is true I've given you so much to think about.
My friends say I'll be over this one in no time I believe them I wish I hadn't tried to get so cozy But what was I to do?
You wrote me only two poems In the time we were together Neither a love poem But an expression of your fear.
I accepted that fear As if it were my own cross to bare Because I saw in myself That it was worth it to keep you And now I have to just forget you.
You read the words about me outloud You have the crystals I gifted you I revealed all the things I was trying, striving to do To elevate to create And yet it was never enough.
I know deep down this was never really about me Though you did try to shame me for where I am Where you are not My head was clear, my eyes were open I just demanded your presence.
As usual There is nothing to be done now I've looked through all the nooks and crannies Trying to understand where things went wrong Where maybe I...
But the truth is The truth has always been It was just always too hard Too hard for me In the end To keep you.