Why keep looking at me with a scowl Why keep playing me the same sad song I hold my cheek with this pain in my heart Drowning in a pit of sorrow Its all blind to your eyes Okay you are perfect, you never had a flaw This weather is all changing Can't you see we are hurting same way I ****** up once and its a story that keeps rolling off your tongue You can never kick it out of your ******* mouth I'm waiting for my smile to come again but the season never comes Wish I were a bird and fly straight to hell to pay for my mistakes that have led to all the pain I caused you 'Cause what separates me from the dead is that I'm still breathing But I'm already dead In these scratches lies a mirror of a brighter tomorrow That's why I left THIS ROSE with a letter at your door Hope you read it and understand all my reasons I'm sorry for everything I'd take every word I said if I could But the damage has happened It may take time to heal Please forgive me