i see no point in investing my energies where they are not appreciated or understood. i will not tirelessly try to make my presence known when there is not a spec of effort to acknowledge. i have no interest in stroking dying egos or watering plants that are complacent in their withering. i will not make a space for what intentionally brings me to my knees, no matter the emptiness i suffer. - alone or accompanied, i am living. free & fearlessly, wearing armor made of distance. moving carelessly, no regrets & no resistance. still you are not worthy, but you are who you are.