so many thoughts racing through my head, A Tangled mess of emotions as I lay in bed, How do i get help when i don't know whats wrong, All i need it to keep strong, Nobody knows this, 2am and it feels like im staring into the abyss, Can't even pinpoint one thought, I'm so distraught, I feel like no one loves me even thought its not true, All these things going on I just need a breakthrough,