Lurking in the darkness,
I found a secret,
Full of mysteries profound and deep.
I was given a choice,
To choose between reality and dreams,
Between the joy of hope and stability of reality.
Unable to choose,
I walked in despair ,
Questioning all my beliefs.
Everything seemed superfluous and dim,
Lost in space, I kept walking,
My feet became sore and mind tired.
I found no solution, neither happiness.
I found absence of action,
Paralyzed by dilemma,
I kept lurking in the darkness.
Afraid of being ugly in reality and ignorant in fantasies,
I found no path.
In the unknowing I smiled,
In the unknowing I lived.