I was the one with the dreams. I was the one with the schemes. Battling things on my own, feelings alone but I had a whole team. I never said anything. Move in silence, do my own things. Trying to find my way to millions. Trying to spread my own wings.
Bad habits for daily routines. I’m always running from therapy. Losing my balance while searching for clarity. Now, they tell me I lack motivation, I was just anticipating and waiting. Waiting for timing and something, I had no clue what it was and somehow I was losing myself.
Reforming my brand, destined and full of success. Branches but aren’t any leaves.
I needed help. I wouldn’t accept it, people were turning their back on me. Act as if it didn’t matter. My insides were shattered. I stay to myself and now look what I got. Use to think I was worthless believe it or not. Now I really open my notebook and jot.
Praying for Dre because they want him to rot. Praying for Seb because he wants his spot. Pray for Amodre, he messed up his shots of going to college, succeeding and winning a lot. Maleek doesn’t know if he’s human or not. This clarity came and it got myself closer. I needed closure from things I was burying deep down inside while destroying myself.
Grow out my hair. Stack up my wealth. Practicing loving myself and my health. Watching for snakes, I’ve been working on stealth. Playing the hand and the cards that I’m dealt.
Built for success. Been on the road of becoming goat, I must confess. Passing the tests that the lord has given before disappearing to catch up on rest.