I'm sorry for closed doors,
and the fear of your knocking.
I'm sorry for the sadness,
that was pushing you often.
I'm sorry for the promise,
that my mind couldn't offer.
I'm sorry for your time,
how I made it unwanted.
I'm sorry for the patience,
that was tested in vain.
I'm sorry for lying,
and hiding the pain.
I'm sorry I loved you,
without loving myself.
Im sorry I left you,
without asking for help.