eager to leave
or ready to go
love or settling
i'll never want to know
cause if i don't really
care about you
i'll fixate and obsess
cause i won't accept the truth
but if i need you
i'll push you away
i'd rather feel pain now
and stop feeling so afraid
that you'll come to your senses
and leave me in the dirt
either way i do this
i am bound to get hurt