Am I holding you back,
From the life you deserve,
With happiness and freedom,
From my anxieties and fears,
Where you can be yourself,
Without my jealousy there.

I apologize,
For the days I held it in,
The night I pretended I'm ok,
The times I faked a smile,
The tears I hid.

I apologize,
For letting it get this far,
For being emotional or crazy,
For ignoring you,
For being me.
-Bee-