do you hear that heart breaking
is it yours or is it mine?

what is boredom,
is it watching a cartoon on repeat,
for the 10th time today?,
is it listening to someone,
go on and on,
about the weather or the color blue?,
is it wondering why you cant sleep,
without someones arms around you?,

what is boredom,
is it going to the same job,
doing the same tasks day after day?,
is it the quiet,
after the kids go to sleep?,

what is boredom,
someone please let me know,
before i die from this disease,
called boredom!
-Bee-

nothing can change my mind,
nothing will make me say,
even if you give up on me,
im still one step away.

following in your footsteps,
watching your walk,
listening to all the words,
even the quiet ones unsaid.

im just a little child,
stuck to you like glue,
daddy i just want your attention,
please turn around and see me.
-Bee-

i thought we were forever,
but not i know that was just a lie,
like the ones you told me,
every **** day of our life,
saying you love me,
saying you care,
you think I'm ****,
you'll always be there.

but today i learned a lesson,
people lie to you every day,
and if you love them hard enough,
you still cant make them stay.

so i guess i have to turn,
face the other way,
because as long as im facing you,
i will believe in forever,
everyday.
-Bee-

Sitting in the tub,
Water washing over me,
Cleansing my tears stains,
Washing away my pain,
Down the drain,
Naked and alone.

The water turns cold,
Yet I barely move,
Too drained of emotion,
Too exhausted to care,
Am I shaking,
Or is it an earthquake?

No one checks on me,
No one really cares,
Until they need to ***,
Then it's just mad,
They can't walk in.

So I get out,
On legs of a newborn calf,
And dry off,
Realizing I never washed,
My body or hair.
-Bee