don't know why i woke up today and walked my happy little *** here dragging myself through the motions but accomplishing nothing great i'm no where near where i want to be or dream to go i'm stuck in this awful place where i stagnate no chance to grow just the same old person i was two years ago want to be something different but change is too scary so i stick to what i know but i'm not happy with the life that i lead disgusted by my choices and underwhelmed with everyone's perception of me