apparently
i am not a good person
but nobody ever really expected much from me

apparently
i have wasted everyone's time
and there is so much more i should have achieved

apparently
i'm a disappointment
to everyone who believes i'm not the best that i could be

apparently
i am not a good person
because none of this causes me to lose any sleep

apparently
i've accepted
i'm not cut out to make everyone happy

at this point
you should know
how this game works

apparently