She doesn't realize
That I hurt too
That I'm in pain
That I also rue

I rue the day
I was ever born
I hate the fourth
My soul is torn

I wish that I
Could soar into an abyss 
Fly right into nothing
Deaths permanent kiss

She doesn't realize
That in hurt too 
She doesn't see
She never knew

I don't know how to say
"I need help from you"
So I say it in this poem
Because my problems you subdue

Maybe you will listen now
I doubt you will be attentive to me
I guess that life and I
Were not meant to be