I saw photos of you on the phone.
and at the same time I was hoping to have the answers.
I spent a lot of time checking my phone
Wondering what was going on around you.

I got it
you were having fun with your friends while you ignored me, right?

So I put the music highest i could

"At first, I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live
Without you by my side

And I spent, oh, so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry

Weren't you the one
Who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

But now I'm savin' all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me!

Well, now go! Walk out the door!
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore!"

I survived

- V.