Wish I had the cure to this Restless mess I've become Love was just a lesson I guess Now, I'm numb from the *** that I ingest Less than three Heart emojis Close but never near You and I knew we'd die Suicide My eyes red from tears I lack She laughs I do my best to not react Inside I'm gone Outside I'm fine Portray potential Essential lives - I lost almost all of mine So, they say, the good die young Elder me will agree, I get worst with time