I can hear the waves yelling in the horizon, deep tightened syllables swirling into darkness, flooded and drifting, blistered and sunken in pain, the collapsed closed conjunctions crushing into jammed underground cells. Down by the beach house the strong breeze blows through the cityscape, a haunting existence surfacing around the twirling trees and power lines. I can see the shadows of a love I once knew hovering in the somber space, the same chalky taste, smashed eyes and cheeks smelling of burning liquor and dingy cigarettes. And as I gaze into the face of his crimson cloaked continent, viscous verbs swelling and exploding into chaotic awakenings, there was a salty drunken thought rumbling inside my brain, reminding me that as much as I wanted to escape, his damaged love still haunts me everywhere I go.