the goal is elevation. consistent dedication to complete separation from everything that does not serve the person i am trying to become. & though my value is downplayed i know that this physical reality, this ambiguous identity is not all there is to me. i dare not subscribe to a world of lies & desolation disguised as everything i could ever dream. i am more than what you see with eyes in collaboration with a mind stuck in a box surrounded by mediocre thoughts & needless intentions. you say i am powerless because i see little value in this material reality where appearance takes place of character & the frailty that seeps though designer clothing is most genuine.