feeling lost is like grasping for air
second guessing every action
wondering what will be the outcome
staying up every night with
all the thoughts eating you alive
holding back all the tears because you're tired of hurting...wondering how this much pain could be so silent to everyone around you?
constantly belittling you're worth because no one tends to look your way and just help you up..
the sadness comes and goes
every thought is overwhelming
right now i am hopeless
but why do i need anyones pity?
i deserve the world i say to myself...
all the self worth thoughts slip into my mind
but it isn’t too long before they vanish and i find myself in a dark room once again..
fragile heart, fragile mind
how much longer until my bottle is full?
i tend to bottle up my feelings
and when it tips over
i shatter into a million pieces
-h.u