I won't disclose the person, for this person really went through
up battles, down drifts, uproars, crossroads, and
still I was left believing in him.
I doubted the day that I can admit my faults;
sanctifying the pressures of force and speed
was never truly a heartfelt proposition.
I have lost many games in my life;
but this person wanted me to win-
this person wanted me push forward-
drop the fears, anxieties, and plagues of thought-
moving one day at a time- allowing nature
to walk through its course with regard to life.
But more importantly, I have won in respect, honesty, and
shielding my life for another to take me with him.
I am talking about trusting a person to the degree;
the degree of footsteps and risks-
knowledge and wisdom to feel, heal, and glorify  
God in His Will!

Living in confusion, doubt, and all that dark energy
really caused fear in my life, but also other people.
I had to break my own heart so I can know how to heal;
That healing would be the love that I needed-
Want so powerful emotions; try taking a heart out of your body;
placing it on the table; turning it in-side-out,
just to realize that it was to begin with; and now,
add the burden of putting your body back together-
this is what my friend did to me-
There is no such thing as leaving room for the one
when the one is the only one who knows how to fix
the most important piece of a human's body function;
a person's heart is fragile; and he was the one who
did exactly what God promised He would send to do.
No, I did not know how, or the point,
but I sure did have to overcome huge pains and sufferings
in order to heal- allowing love to enter this divine space.

I no longer have to worry, because I am
believing in him- that those things were done
for good purpose.
My love is so much stronger; and I do not have to fear anything;
I do not have to fear time, space, force, or rejection,
because all those things combined would have not put
God, my best friend, and I on the same wavelengths
if it was not so that the one was not doctor enough
to fix this being of such harmful life dispositions.
I am just waiting, because I believe in him.
Just like God, He has provided my help that I need in my life;
I now can wait for what my heart can follow;
they say, the healer is best, because he knows what
the heart can handle; if so believing in him will do.