I pass over their heads faces upturned, hopeful I grace them not with the knowledge that I have seen them Though I float among clouds my heart is too heavy to heavy to choose to reveal so much rejection and far to heavy to wait and watch their reaction I fear that I’m contributing to cynicism that I might lead these men to believe in callous angels but no man should be so weak as to crumble beneath the weight of one “how are you doing beautiful” never answered