It's not you it's me,
I'm sorry this is how I be,
It's just I have to protect,
I know how some girls think and if I must, I will interject,
I have to keep an eye out and keep what's mine, just that,
I know it looks like I'm checking on you,
But in all realness it's karma getting me for a past do,
It’s not about you; it's about the deeds I've done,
Coming back around and making me a paranoid one,
I apologized for hurting your feelings,
It was not my intention, with my sneaky dealings,
I've never felt the way I do about you with anyone else,
Finding out that I'm not believing that I deserve it myself,
A constant debate rolls through my mind,
Reasons to believe and also deny that it's the true kind,
I say again it's not you it's me,
I wouldn't have given you my heart if I didn't trust you, trust me,
I never think of what you’re doing is wrong, when you’re not with me,
But I know how tempting the world can seem and what it's like getting away with ****** deeds,
I feel bad for hurting you,
I don't understand why I do what I do,
I just know I don't want to lose you,
Never, for no reason is good enough for me,
And I just want to let you know I appreciate you,
Everything you do for me I just want to say I love you.
Love, me.