Is it possible to hope on hope to hold onto it like its the only thing that offers life to grab it like its an endless rope but then every tight grip feels painful little by little it wounds your hand and the grip becomes loose than ever and your heart bleeds because you knew this isn't how hope should feel hope was supposed to make everything feel better or make everything seem better at least but hope became the light at the end of a tunnel, only to see it was a train's headlights almost ready to run you over now is it possible to hope on hope even when hope becomes the first thing to hurt you what do you do if hope hurts you? what do you hold onto now? what do you do? will you still hope for a life?