Met at the bar not for drinks
Turns out she's working
Told a joke or two made her laugh
Enjoyed her smile trying to be funny
Trying not to bug she's working
Made a witty remark to spark conversation
More random than normal, being myself
Always been weird, it's all that's known
Working up the words to say
As her out deep down fearing rejection
Being denied, by a crush an actual interest
A conflict of interest might cause a disturbance
One might be emotionally interest
While the other emotionally unavailable
The vibe feel right, might not be the right time
From crushing to crushed with self doubt
With confidence things might change
Actually work, wrote things to say
Gave it to God prayed, so much on the mind
The words won't come out, Frozen in time
Back to the bar a goofy stare with a cheesy smile
Out of these thoughts in the head again