am i using you?
or are you using me?
i just can't tell anymore

is any of this real?
i never could see
if i mean to you what you meant to me

meant, past tense, because the feeling is gone
im just sitting here waiting for everything to go wrong
but it already has, though we've barely begun

and darling, i don't love you
and darling, i never did
and darling, i never will

so please don't take it personally
when i use you like you use me