It hurts to let go! Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, or having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You feel so lonely and alone that you can't explain. There's nothing like it.