I sit back and gobble down my dinner Ramen mixed with Ranch I sit back and kick my feet up in this old recliner it creaks and shifts as my skinny *** sinks into its old cushion I smell a cigarette burning I taste its poison I finish my meal and flip on the news murders and weather mixed with pity to our dieing soldiers In the midst of this choas I find happiness that my day only consist of a ****** meal and a old chair Im not that mother holding back her tears Im not that soldier holding back his fears and I'm far from the bad weather that devastates suburbs and already beat down buildings I'm not that volunteer picking threw dead bodies and rain soaked pictures of peoples lifes once lived. Im simply a guy with a couple holes in his beaten converse sneakers I'm simply a guy who watches the evening news as I think about the things I could do But then my laziness sets in and I just sit back and listen.