I sat down in the shower It was only a moment, but it felt like an hour The rain poured down my back My body was consumed by a panic attack The water mixed in with the tears that I wept Overwhelming me from all of the secrets I kept My sobs a cacophony with the pitter patter of drops Little black ink stains from my eyes turned to spots Splattering onto my ankles and my pale clenching hands I slowly drained away, no longer solid, just sand A fragile little thing in that shower, I was Stripped away and torn up, never really