Hiding behind a smile; keep it in my eyes, its more believable that way. It doesn't matter what I think; it doesn't matter what I feel; it doesn't matter what I want; It doesn't matter why I want it: It just matters that I keep quiet. I've become good at it; about changing what I think, my ****** expressions, the way I answer questions.. Hiding; hiding everything.. I am good at it. You would never know.