I didn't want you to leave Inside of me there was a forest With trees standing like soldiers Hoping to prevent you from going Inside of me There was a wolf Howling at the moon Hoping you'd hear me I didn't want you to leave But I couldn't make you stay So I choked the birds in my throat And swallowed the ocean I helped you pack while my heart whined Then watched you go Wishing you would come back Knowing how I would still welcome you That the door you left through could never be closed How could it? When the only time it's ever felt like home Was when you were with me