Sometimes I just want to be alone and
Never have a close relationship with anybody.
I hate seeing people lose the one they love and are close to.
And i never wanna be that person
Or never have to go through a death of someone I love.
Or someone I love have to deal with my death. It's just to much worry and to much stress.
I feel like if someone died I'd die. Or if I died id die again because of the people I left. It's just to much stress.
But it's impossible for me to not wanna love and have a close relationship.
I guess I just got to pray and hope for the best.
I'm sure god will gift me with strength to handle it and give me a shoulder.
But there's this one girl I'm in love with that if she died it's somethin I could never get over.