Palms covered with sweat.
Heart aching from stress.
Knowing this would be somethin I could never forget.
Knowing this was somethin I would forever regret.
Thinking to myself, she was the best thing I could ever have.
But for some odd reason I still left.
I took her name and added an ex.
I started looking for the one who was next.
Only to realize she really was the best.
For me
The most beautiful and caring girl I could ever get.
With her by my side I could never be more blessed.
So **** when she was on top of me with her loving hands on my chest.
I know I ******* up and should have never left. But at that time I just felt it was best.
For you and for us.
But now I think and know I ******* up!